bring back those...

...lazy hazy crazy days of summer!

It's pretty grey today. Blah. Blah. Blog.













Heh.

Okay, so last night was the perfect way to spend a summer's eve. Sarah and I went with my parents and a few of their friends out to the Chateau Ste. Michelle winery in Woodinville to enjoy (the legendary amazing wonderful gracious talented) James Taylor...and his Band of Legends!

Snacks, sunshine, ice cream, wine, music dear to my heart, an energetic (and entertaining) crowd..."two good friends on my left and my right"...perfection. Three hours flew by like fifteen minutes, the whole crowd was dancing on the grass by the end, and Rod gave it an A++.

So. There's that glory, and then today's lethargy. I am driving myself CRAZY with my inefficiency, lack of motivation, and slothfulness. I have been home for a whole WEEK and feel like I haven't taken a single bold step down the golden path of my future life. What happened to my great ideals, optimism, determination, and zest? Poof. Don't get me wrong, I've been quite content. That's the problem. I need a swift kick in the pants. Get going you fool! You're wasting precious time! All I know is life is just fine but could be extraordinary if I would just get it into gear and not settle for the same old, same old. I am totally frustrating myself! Okay, vent over. But seriously. Carpe diem and all that. Soon enough I'll be food for worms, let's make something happen!

I think what I am missing quite honestly is a sound structure in my life. Too many hours of waiting and wondering and I just topple into despair.